The awkward monentt
You'd be surprise how your relationship with one person may just have an adverse effect on your relationship with everyone else.
Guess the awkwardness just never seems to fade in spite of time you give it to settle down.
Makes me wonder if it's worth it all.
Yea, guess it is.
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Monday, February 6, 2012 @ 5:49 PM
Not again.. That awesome moment that for once you wake up early enough to exercise, then your brain says " oh, it's still pretty early, let's take a 10min nap... 2hours later" "ddmnit!" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Mornings...
Not again.. That awesome moment that for once you wake up early enough to exercise, then your brain says " oh, it's still pretty early, let's take a 10min nap... 2hours later" "ddmnit!" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sunday, December 5, 2010 @ 7:28 AM
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Dwelling over the past
People dwell.
its inevitable.
the most common type of dwelling?
About the past.
Gosh, why cant i just move on?
It's over I just wanna move on an start again
Well it applies to more than one thing here
The bad thing about doing two papers
It's not happiness after the first
Just waiting for the results is torturous enough
but no, it has to be worse
Gawd i hope i don't end up having twins one day
D8
Holy crap
the thought alone sends shivers down my spine
Having one after another is not nice
Blehhs.. how can they torture us like this?
I have no idea.
Life.
Its a fact.
Listening to my old songs brings back memories
Gosh, it rushes back and makes me smile :]
makes me sing :D
makes me frown >:[
makes me sad :[
makes me dance ~
its awesome
just like opening a photo album
but in song form~
which is pretty fun too since only you would know
what some songs mean to you
and it has a deeper meaning than surface appearances of photos
Not that I don't like photos
I love photos
but just songs have much deeper meanings sometimes :]
Ramble ramble
Boomshell red for my lipstick
jojo
Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 5:41 AM
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Nature Run 2010
It was awesome.
Even though I was regretting half the time running up the freaking slopes XD
Bleh. Bleuk. Blahh.. Omg.. Blahh...
There's more?! O_O Damn.
Gawd the rocks felt like the were aiming to break my ankles
and throw me backwards down the hill again.
Worse ever than running up a rocky sloping hill is running
Down. A. Rocky. Sloping. Hill
Thump thump thump. One rock can make u fly forward and down the slope.
Woop. Poor soul.
Didn't happen. Thank Gawd.
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Met Melvin there too. Melvin Leong.
Funny how I keep bumping into Wesleyans at these kind of races.
The other time was KiYip at the Kl marathon.
I got a medal. HAHAHA! Hilarious. I don't deserve it. Really.
I walked and talked for the last 3 km of the run.
I was thinking maybe I took the wrong number.
Maybe it was the wrong category
But guess it was not.
And the best part about this is that
while i was walking and talking with Ping Wei
I made a life goal to get a finisher medal in any race.
I just completed a life goal today :]
The best part was after the race. Well, none of us won the lucky draw.
But who wins lucky draws anyways...
Not me D:
So didn't have a junkfood picnic
But we all still went to the waterfall :]
Which was awesome.
Super cold. and super slide-ish.
We tracked into the woods. Like adventurous people.
Looking for the hidden waterfall.
Sounds like something I would do. Guess i got my wish again today.
To have fun
with my sakai college friends whom I love so much :]
Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 8:12 AM
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Can I take everything, put it into a bottle and throw it into the sea?
Can i wait for someone on the other side of the Earth to open the bottle, read it and write to me back on what to do?
Wishing that I would find that missing bottle of answers
Confusion is part of life.
But why does it have to ponder in my mind all the time.
It comes and goes twisting me from the inside at the worse times
I just wanna forget it but I cant. I don't know why.
But I don't wanna lose a friend.
I don't wanna be speechless
Like how the song goes.
I wish I could just put it into a little bottle,
Throw it. Splash. Wait.
Don't you just wish everyday would be an awesome day for a picnic?
I want to capture the moments I share with them.
They are Aweome.
Make my day with the little things they do :]
Is it me or is it normal to feel certain ways about things sometimes.
Things that may seem so meager to me may be so huge to others
but why cant i tell the diff sometimes?
Gosh.. I'm kinda used to handling things that I forgot what is big and what is small.
Thank you for being there and listening
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 6:24 AM
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Today
It was a good day.
6hours was enough amazingly. I woke up and hugged my toys (and I don't always do this)
My dad made me drink beetroot tho. Omg, D.O.N.T ever drink beetroot, it sucks
It looks nice to drink, like some grape flavored drink but omg, looks do deceive..
made me want to puke in the morning, and thus I couldn't eat breakfast till 11 XD
I wonder why sometimes, how can days be good and bad. Really mind-boggling sometimes how you can wake up one day and know it'll be a good day in spite of other things that may your day gloom on normal days. I had a headache today and I had to take pills. But it was still a good day. Hmm, wonders how~
I think I got over it today. I didn't care anymore. So what if I don't talk to you. It doesn't matter anymore to me. I realized that I have been ignoring my other frens that I should have been appreciating the whole time. They make me happy. In ways that last longer than anytime you talk to me. I love them. Highlighted my day :]
I had a little bit of life today. I sat in the cafeteria waiting for my headache to go away then I heard the song. The song that reminded me of the good old days.. Having fun with my family and cuzins on road trips.
The Oldies.
Love them so much, seems weird but they always give me a sense of comfort. The memories flood in and you just smile.
Oasis
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 7:58 PM
Some thought
Ever thought why the past seems so far away. I feel like that. It's not like it is that far away... I mean it's just a few months ago but I feel as though it was years ago. So many things have happened, so many experiences, so many people... Yet, I still feel as though I'm stuck in the void in between. Living in the moment is fun. But it leaves you aimless the next day.
Wondering what your day would be like in the morning or afternoon, if you sleep in.
Wells, better to move forward and let go of the things in the past that make you want to just stay in the moment. The moments that make you feel weightless and free. As addictive as they may be, it's always better to move forward instead of dwelling in the moments that have already passed. Embracing the future may be hard as it is the future.
Uncertain, mysterious, dangerous and captivating.
How little things that you do now can determine so much in your future. What a word can do to your future and as hard as you wished you didn't do it. It's inevitable that it is there. The one thing that stands in your way or sets your path. What else can you do if you cant fight because you don't have the power to? Guess the only thing to do is to accept it.
Accept it and make the best out of it.
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